Did I agonise? Yes. My first lady (10 years ago) was a month of Do I /Dont I, and then due to an ongoing bankruptcy at the time "how do I pay for "it"".
Eventually I decided I did want a doll, A Teddybabe Deluxe (TPE didnt exist at the time) and I was going to borrow the cash off my sister who thought it was a marvellous idea. 10 years on Jess is still here and still the number 1 bed buddy, but has 7 other girls here to keep her company when I'm busy with work....
My friends and family know about them, some of my neighbours, any workmen who come in to the house. If fun seeing the looks on their faces.
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