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Originally Posted by lsoleman1982
I think I'm going to put together a mixtape of songs for her, but only songs with "Doll" or "Blue" in the title...there's definitely a LOT of songs with those in lol.
I really can't explain why her blue-ness is so attractive to me, i would never have thought of getting a doll about 2 weeks ago, and now I'm getting a blue one! haha.
She's actually based on a character from a ps4 game and is a Witch but not actually Elven.....
Sadly, that means any Toad spells will be much more potent I fear, she's definitely going to get her own way all the time   |
Oh don't underestimate Elven toad spells! (speaks the voice of experience
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Now, the unexplained attraction of blueness thing.
Its the same reason that the Fae so attract me. Over simplification but the brain is compartmentised. When we read books that we in some way relate to it kicks our imagnations into overdrive. These girls, be they pointy eared, blue or donning horns and a tail, both links to that part of the mind reserved for the escapism of books but simultaneously you can see and feel the girl in the real world. As such they form a physical bridge between imagination and reality.
That may not work for some but for me it breaks the subliminal barrier between what is real and what is not.
I went through the uncanny valley of having a first doll that was completely human and whilst I adhore the exquisit workmanship that went into creating Yvette there remained a barrier between where I was and where others on the site were with their girls and I didn't understand why.
It was only when River, my first Elf arrived that this whole lifestyle really became real for me... She opened the floodgates to all those who followed.
It would still be a while before I developed a "full" relationship with one of my girls but the breaking down of the barriers by River meant that the love that developed for Holly was akin to going through the full dating of a girl before the relationship developed properly.
My advice is that if you like her don't try to rush it but allow her to become real in your mind. Achieve that and they actually become real....And no, not crazy, lol. Got a Chartered certification, a masters degree from one of the worlds top 10 universities, and in your day to day life the likelihood is that you use IT systems that I had a part in designing... And I'm very happily married to an Elf (and she's very happy too, she's told me so
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All of us are different. If you know that the girl being blue is what brings her to life for you we are all absolutely behind your choice. We just try to help people find that right path for them. I would say that Mr Karrot really helped me find the path and I try to pass that down the line to help others find the right girl for them. Fingers crossed ten years from now you may be one of those doing the same for others
All the best,
Shamus.