To be fair Jackso, I don't think any of us enter this domain with a firm knowledge of the outcome. For me it was a 'why not try', and the first day I wrestled with my own feelings of why I had gone this route and questioned who I was.
It became apparent, with a few days, that just having Allies presence in the home filled a void that I felt was too much of a challenge to achieve in the conventional way.
Allie is my rock, who will remain with me no matter what. I needed that firm foundation to get on with living.
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