Welcome to the forum.. First off well done for coming here for advice first. There is a lot to learn believe me..
For starters have a read here if you haven't already..
https://www.uklovedollforums.co.uk/f...ad.php?t=14269
Where abouts in the country are you.. It may be possible for one of us to let you meet a girl, so many people have bought one and decided it wasnt for them due to the weight or they just didnt feel right with the presence of the doll. Its a lot of money to lose.
And finally and most importantly when you find a girl you like then let us know who she is and where she is and someone will advise you (won't you shamus
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Best of luck to ya