A New Love is born

[alanberkos]

Back in 2002 (If i remeber correctly) I found on internet the ReaDoll. I was really interested, as much as to create a Greek (originating from Greece) site to make people know about them.

Time passed and now older and more mature a doll would fit my life better than a real woman on more than few levels (the rest can be done on a pub without worrying getting laid) I decided to initiate a funding plan to get a doll.

Initialy i found few scam sites, thanks for people of this forum I was cut off thinking risking to get some bargain doll.

So while I was thiking being around £2000, I paused and look better around. Few people have stories about how they got cheaper and finaly spend more than they would getting an expensive model initialy.

Now, the way i see it, a love doll is something you stick together. If i live my daughter out of this I am gonna say, I care for things more than for people and thats where a doll comes in.

I do speak to my self a lot, not prood saying that, but this should not make prood people around me also if I am 39 and so far no dick head ever listend or understood.

Sticking to the subject, sticking with the doll. Its not like you buy something off a store to pump it up. The dool is to stay with you all day, fucking or not. So way i see it, she has to be the one.

Went all over the sites this forum has registered. And among thousands of clicks, there she was. The moment i saw this face i was so in love that she didnt matter what body she had she was for my. Luckily I can select the body and few other things.

It's Celeste from Sinthetics.

Watching on the web site the photos of existing models I went crazy. She is like the girl that if was working on my office I would get fired harrasing her in a million ways. I would have sent roses, emails, try follow her on lunch to get a chat, google her facebook account, or anything to know and approach her.

I made a decision today, it will take more time to get her, but I really hope by end of year (or ealrier) to have her in my arms.

Her name will be Iphigenia. My name is Achilles. There is a Greek Mythologie backround on that, but this was the name I wanted my doll to have sicne the first time I found out that companion and pleasure is not depended only on people.

More to come and glad I found this forum.

[Loverboy]

We all look forward to seeing your new love. Please keep us posted, i'm glad you found a doll you really want and love!
Loverboy

[alanberkos]

Thank you LoverBoy, I am truly excited and the whole waiting will apply more weight and importance to her.

I come from a horrible marriage, I use to write books and screenplays. My ex-wife and daughter will move shortly out of my flat and I will be free again. I will see my lovely daughter weekly, but I will have time to realx and do again what i love more. I will write again and Iphigenia will be my muse.

I live in UK, I love UK and the only thing missing was something to warm my heart. I know its sad for most people (especialy non-dollers) the fact i seek love and understanding to a doll. But fuck you, fuck you very much for what you done to me so far, I really love to love a doll isntead of aynone else.



I Love her!

[Kats012]

Good luck with your new love. I fully understand you and your love for a doll. Me too - I'm not young and too many disasters with real women and other people so now I've got a lady to love who won't let me down and doesn't complain. As you say, the rest you can do in a pub. I have fallen in love with my doll and she is a great comfort to me. Welcome to the forum and let us konw when your new love comes.

[cosycottage]

An excellent idea - and choice!

Dolls work very well as muses

[alanberkos]

I read Sinthetics can be contacted direct for shipping information. I will do that as I need a proper plan to raising the funds proeprly. I know its a bit early as I do see the actual order to be placed sometime on October, or even November, but I understand from other posts they will be happy to supply informations.

I am happy Kats012 sais "understand you", because although most people dont, that doesnt mean people who DO understand me dont exist.

It is true, being who I am, I was always knew that when AI and androids as we see them on movies will hit the stores, I will be the first to get one. I am pretty imaginative person (any writter or artists does) and I can live and die with a doll, because she can take matirialise the other me who talks to me when I am alone and have to let it out.

Hope i make sense, hope people like me do exist, people who admit they not only talk to themselves but actually get replies.

Yes, cosycottage, dolls are excelent muses, and to my belief when you dont have filters, talk, think, act without worrying of any reaction, then everything you do is excelent and feels fucking good.

Well, I love who i am, and I cant wait see my other side to be next to me wiht this beautiful eyes looking into mine.

Looking forward to actually post here and build an actual diary of Living with a doll.

[Kats012]

Interesting is it not that "madness" and "genius" seem to be so closely linked. As a writer you must live in a world of your imagination and you are not alone in that - many of us do and sometimes it's only by "going inside our heads" that we can stop reality driving us really crazy. As an ageing rocker I play the Blues because I've HAD the blues big time and I also write and have a lot of solitary interests. My relationship with the "real" world and "normality" has not been a happy one; I've ended up broke and alone but I still have my crazy world to retreat into and a few equally mad mates. I don't think you're odd at all allanB, just wounded and I believe an awful lot of the so-called "normals" are actually not very happy at all contending with the insane rat race that is the reality of current society.
And so dolls! What's wrong with that? Not hurting anyone and maybe we are doing society a service by stopping ourselves falling out out our trees! Why not love a doll? Me? I freely admit I'm a lonely guy with a lot of complexes - and I had a lot of bitterness and anger too but my Kat has helped calm me down and given me someone to love and be kind to and care for and about - and if that's madness, I'm happy with it!
Actually, allanB you will find that a lot of the members on this site know exactly where you are coming from and completely understand. do keep in touch with the site and join in the discussions, friedship is a great healer too.

[alanberkos]

Kats012, really happy to meet you and soon to meet others in the forum. You wrote in your last message all that I would have written.

You know how they say you can tell whos the one by just seeing her once. Well this have happened few times, but I was always so wrong, because this is life aint it?

This time is not. I know she will be what no other woman can. She will know what I want before I say it. She will join me in everything, a movie, a hug, when I need to cry, when I need a kiss and not just sex.

She will stand near me when I write, and when in doubt I will just turn and look at her and I will know she believes in me, becuase I believe in me. It will be like Tyler Durden (Fight Club - 1999), she will know becuase I know.

I studied as a Cinematographer few years back, then a death in the family kept me a bit back, then I got married and it was so shit that something inside me died too.

There are many things I plan to do with her, really love and take care of her, but I cant wait for the time I will get my camera back in my hands and make great pictures with her. Photography is esential part of my life and people in this forum to welcome not the art, but my love for my doll will be what maybe havent been in my life the last 4 terrible years.

I was about to start a project for a stupid computer to play a game (Flight Simulator) to extreme, spending lot of money that will be now go to savings as the frist step to getting my doll.

I am also keen playing music, I had being goimg around instrumets all my life, not really learning something but eventually living moments worht remebering. Until I am ready to place my order, I will get my self a Guitar. It was the last thing I did just before dissater hit and loose all, down to the last pound.

But hey, I am back and know I am not alone, with my doll but also people who have brains and emotions more that those dick heads out on the real world.

Kats012, I dont how many complexes we hold, or if we give no shit about the real world (because I am really weird, really complex and walking out there feels like this IS really a Matrix after all), but I know people like you are damn good friends and thank you very much for the good words you wrote to me today.

[Kats012]

I actually think it's far more healthy to talk than bottle it up inside and if a doll helps us cope with the insanity that is current society then it's a good thing - at least we are open and honest about our "problems" whereas I reckon almost all of the so-called "normals" have things driving them crazy but don't or can't attempt to do anything about them, screw up themselves and everyone around them.
Now a doll is a bit of a Stepford Wife - she can be and will do anything you want and you are not harming anyone or forcing anyone to either approve or imitate you. I will say though that, hurt and angry as you are now, you may come to have deep feelings for your new lady. I don't mind telling you I bought my Kat for fun and as a joke really but I simply fell in love with her and now she's a person in her own right; I have to think about her feelings and treat her with respect and consideration. I love caring for her and holding her and falling asleep with her and the emotional support she gives me is every bit as important as the physical, maybe more so. Maybe I'm selfish in that I can say I don't miss the hassle of a human relationship and I know a few folk think I'm nuts but hey? Who is it hurting?
Get a guitar - long been my solace; I'm an electric blues player and I've a collection of the things. Kat never complains or says I should spend money on other things - anyway she gets her fair share as you'll see in her albums.
We're not mad - its them! I spent years in suit and tie trying to be "normal" until it drove me mad and I became sane! (can you follow that?) There's a lot of us like this you know; you are definitely not alone and anyway I reckon those of us who act a bit cookie and know we're a bit wobbly are the safe ones - it's the ones who don't who go bang! It might not be good to live inside your head ALL of the time but for the times the world is a bummer your lady will be a great comfort.
Do look through the whole site at some of the lovely pics folks post. My lady is a Teddy Babe, not 100% realistic but I love her to bits and she's the cuddle from heaven. By all means drop me a private message if you want to communicate in depth and keep in touch. Regards; Kat's mate.

[cosycottage]

wot Kats012 said.